[He hadn't told him because they hadn't talked to him since he joined. He hadn't told them because he hadn't even told them where he was going when he left four year ago. He hadn't told them because he was ashamed of himself and he wasn't ready to crawl back yet. Without thinking, he lashed out - took a step and delivered a right hook to Emo's fucked up jaw.]
Shut up! You don't know shit about me or my family or my goddamn ship, so just shut up! They're all dead because of me I'm not about to go fucking preach to the world about what a fuck up I am.
You don't know what it's like to have to crawl back while you're a fucking pariah for surviving a tragedy just like the one your dad became a hero dying in. You don't know!
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Date: 2009-10-22 09:27 am (UTC)Shut up! You don't know shit about me or my family or my goddamn ship, so just shut up! They're all dead because of me I'm not about to go fucking preach to the world about what a fuck up I am.
You don't know what it's like to have to crawl back while you're a fucking pariah for surviving a tragedy just like the one your dad became a hero dying in. You don't know!