Sorry. [It was muttered, he tried not to let Emo's words get to him because fuck he was better than this, he couldn't just let himself go. He'd had a life he was perfectly happy with - mostly, okay, no, that was a lie. The point was that he had a life before Star Fleet and he'd have a life after so he had nothing to bitch about. It was his own fuck up and he'd deal with it on his own.] I don't really think talking will do anything about it.